The people involved monitoring me in private keep talking back at me, like they will ruin my life.

My aunt seems to have a grudge on me.  Sometimes, I think she made a lot of money or has a lot with her husband, and sometimes I don't.  She "bends over backwards" to help others and treats them with respect.  She seemed to say in a way that said I was shit she wasn't paying for something for me that wasn't supposedly ridiculous in what she said.  I don't like the "tone" in what she e-mailed.  It's like I'm stupid.  My parents both died, and I'm moving to a group home.  She also wasn't very friendly in my dad's final days, like I did something wrong.  She's also been used via people monitoring me in private in ways that's ruined my life and my "relationship" I'm supposed supposed to have with an older lady.

The people monitoring my life keep seeming like I wont have a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady I like and somehow think they have something on me, even for private reactions.

Why do people have permanent grudges on me and feel innocent?

So, everyone around me is fighting over an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, saying if she said I was supposed to have a relationship with her they have to act like it doesn't matter if she has it or not based on that and that maybe it was bad.

If people believe I have enough, they don't believe an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with had enough.

The people involved monitoring me in private got mad at me for words that came to my head regarding what someone important thought about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They brought up a touchy topic.

A car assumed it was over and said she has a lot to look forward to in life without me / now.

So, what about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with acting nice but others saying she sent them to ruin it?