What do you think about taking relationships from a nice person?  I keep feeling that after effect.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop bothering me and probably are getting "close" to me in a "trashy" way.

Something ticked off the people monitoring me in private and they made this same person bound to me, like she didn't get as close to me as she will "yet," replacing something with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, maybe, as that's all she wants to do.

I feel like an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with feels like "the baby" but I feel like people don't want me to feel like a kid anymore at age 34, after all I've suffered and waited.

I just caught up on some sleep and found out about this and now don't feel like cooking.

Someone wants to feel like they're always touching me and ruin it with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like I don't deserve her.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" is punishing me because I was upset she would not be herself to me and did something and has me hanging on to be the 2nd person she was.

They might be getting at me for something they disapprove of I felt.

Someone might have influenced this decision.

Cars outside are reaffirming an attached case to do with her daughter or another younger person.

They or people in general seem to be challenging a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with the older lady.

They seem like "trash" imagining someone to do with me as in trouble because they don't like what I did and they're getting nasty..

I guess...

Someone still stands by that she had to exploit an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with just so she can have control over it in the world.

She also thinks I'm bad or did something bad.

They keep incorporating other people, like they're telling me what to do.

They're just making things worse with their problems.

They can't get enough.

The people monitoring me in private keep monitoring my attitude and mood and lying and making things worse.

I started saying it was them and not broadly those involved, and they're like "well" something's different so they do something different, like this is a big deal.

The people monitoring me in private are nothing to listen to.

They acted like there was someone to do with me that was in trouble because I didn't listen to a crazy idea.

They make silly rules.

They keep claiming bad things about my future.