Wednesday, April 21, 2021

The people monitoring me in private made a big deal that they said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with acted like I wouldn't know the real her because she lost it, like she's being inappropriately stimulated for no good reason, to do with me.

The people monitoring me in private just won't stop creating more problems.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I come out in a tacky way feeling stupid acting submissive like I serve others.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like fools and blaming an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  Other people always blame her for the messages they get and alter, too.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with sees me as a bad person, though I was good, just to make others feel better.

They said I did something and an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with will not be her to do with me.

They keep messing with me going back and forth like my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady is okay or just hurting me about it because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with her.

It seems like an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is forced to hating me for no good reason.

People think my problems are my fault.  Everyone is too scared to be nice to me.  I'm gonna move, and this could change.

They're going a little psycho.

They seem to be hogging my feelings.

I showed physical anger in private in proximity to something to do with an older lady I like, and now our "relationship" is suffering.  People are honing in.

These people involved monitoring me in private "are up to no good."

If I show physical anger in private, they punish me.  It gets worse, but it was supposed to be more flexible.  They are also superstitious if I do something or think something they don't like, if anything is happening around it to punish.  I'm not really bad, they set me up to feel that way.

It's no use reasoning anything with them.  It's always something stupid that doesn't mean anything, sometimes.

Every time I hear a noise or something from the people monitoring me in private, it always hurts and startles me, and they sit there like nothing just happened.

They keep being picky to me if anything seems off, they start off and act like "it's the end of the world" for me.

I'm getting tired of whoever's interacting with me.