Monday, April 26, 2021

I don't think the people monitoring me in private would speak like this to others, what a disgrace!

So, just to check things over, I said nothing wrong.

This person was implying things about me.

Someone is acting like I did something wrong and won't stop bothering me.

They are making big lasting problems.

Someone elects to imagine she's putting her hand on my private and that of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with, like I did something when I didn't!

I think it's stupid they act like they're not mean to me, mostly.

 They just keep going.

So, she was acting rude texting me, and she was upset though I was nice back.

Someone is acting like I did something wrong texting.

They are trying to cancel my ability to relate to God and give the "magic" to an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Someone keeps taking advantage of the fact it's like maybe I'm in trouble, how ridiculous!

Why do they keep acting like they can cancel my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady?  It's sorta a stupid waste of time.

Someone is mad at anything I text and trying to control my life.

Someone keeps bothering me.  I get a projection of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with acting condescendingly, like because it was an odd process and transition that talking with this other person is something to get on my case about.

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in a bad way, saying bad things

I keep feeling like the people monitoring me in private may be talking how the page loads.

If I post something online or something, they make it worse.

A person keeps acting like I'm in trouble.

Someone who keeps bothering me said something suggestive that maybe now means it's forever.

Someone keeps acting suggestive to me, like she's disciplining me now to accept the "relationship" is over with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have.  She dropped a suggestive, lingering message.

Supposedly, it's all over and an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with lost it when she was stimulated by a man a little older, like, because they say I did something when I didn't do anything bad.

It is incorrect to say my experience with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with was problematic on the get go.  She fed off things in my past that seemed less than perfect, like hitting my wall when angry, and so I guess it led her to cancel it maybe or at least that's what the people monitoring me in private good off about and seemed to say for awhile.

Silly reasons come up, like I showed physical signs of being upset in a proximity of something to do with her, and I forget what else I was going to say.  Oh, yes, that it seems awkward I verbalized this.

This is all suppositional, but she could claim it's true or at least the people monitoring me in private speaking for her.

They just act non-responsive like ... I forget.

The cars outside keep acting like they are saying an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with wants inappropriate pleasure against me, like I'm some monster who did something.

They're behaving as though I did something and she was hypnotized with inappropriate pleasure.

I get subtle hints how the page loads that they claim it's like she's being cooky.

For some reason, I feel I got the message an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with backed out! like because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with her but I was in private.  They act like I'm terrible and they're the ones who have it under control, but they keep messing with me for that.

When I post here, they say things that ruin it for me.

Why are some cars in Orlando mean to me?  The people driving them.  I can hear them word out messages.

In some ways, they are just making it worse, for me.