They keep ruining an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They rub in someone else in instead of how they used to with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

It seems to have registered that I have a problem.

They keep trying to make it worse for me.

The people monitoring me in private keep making fun of me and making a big deal out of things.

They're just watching me like I'm a bad person.

They said no.

I don't feel like doing anything!

They won't stop bringing up someone I found out about 1/2 year ago.

They're all up in me.

People keep tapping into me and can't talk to me and be nice.  I have to figure my way out in a snap and it keeps happening.

The people monitoring me in private do something stupid if I say something is a problem.

Change already!

Why wait like there's a tomorrow?

I sense the influence of others.

I can't stand their growing presence. 

These people are annoying me now.

Look, I just wasted most of the day because of them and am not ready for tomorrow.

I feel distracted from getting things done.  Things are expected of me. 

Cars outside keep acting in place of an older lady I like and to people monitoring me in private.  Why can't I ignore this shit like everyone else?

Everyone bad is out on a holiday.

...and they're using it to ruin my relationship with an older lady I like, by inappropriately stimulating her like because they think I'm in trouble she won something.

So, why did they make Easter a time to remember I showed physical anger in public on or the day after Easter when the people in Orlando / Central Florida wouldn't stop being mean to me secretly.  Who cares if it happened on their "Monday after Easter?"  I do think their "Monday after Easter" is a cute idea.  I'm not the one who's really "lost it."