It is incorrect to say my experience with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with was problematic on the get go.  She fed off things in my past that seemed less than perfect, like hitting my wall when angry, and so I guess it led her to cancel it maybe or at least that's what the people monitoring me in private good off about and seemed to say for awhile.

Silly reasons come up, like I showed physical signs of being upset in a proximity of something to do with her, and I forget what else I was going to say.  Oh, yes, that it seems awkward I verbalized this.

This is all suppositional, but she could claim it's true or at least the people monitoring me in private speaking for her.

They just act non-responsive like ... I forget.