When I post here, they say things that ruin it for me.
Monday, April 26, 2021
Sunday, April 25, 2021
What's that?
Your false hope that an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't "have" to interact with me at all?
Saturday, April 24, 2021
Just because I accidentally appeared upset in certain way to the people monitoring me in private, they wanted to be safe and ruined it for me.
They had had an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with be inappropriately and permanently affected by a man a little older, so it would ruin my relationship as a punishment by a lady a little older.
They showed something to represent a vein flickering after they mentioned someone to affect me in a way I did not like. When they do things like this, I feel pressure from them that does not leave.
They also gloried in saying the older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with wasn't as connected to me in something permanently seeming. They were goofing around like they didn't do anything bad, but it still popped up, for example.
Friday, April 23, 2021
(continued)
Ah, yes, waste time and unnecessarily make it worse for me.
It's like a little kid asking you a bunch of stupid questions all the time.
Thursday, April 22, 2021
I guess...
Someone still stands by that she had to exploit an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with just so she can have control over it in the world.
She also thinks I'm bad or did something bad.
Wednesday, April 21, 2021
These people involved monitoring me in private "are up to no good."
If I show physical anger in private, they punish me. It gets worse, but it was supposed to be more flexible. They are also superstitious if I do something or think something they don't like, if anything is happening around it to punish. I'm not really bad, they set me up to feel that way.
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
I have seen Ellen DeGeneres on TV, and she seems fine. Still, I keep getting messages that she wants to keep me from having a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady. In particular, she doesn't want me to feel that stimulated, and the people involved monitoring me in private also messed with how I'm stimulated.
Sunday, April 18, 2021
My aunt seems to have a grudge on me. Sometimes, I think she made a lot of money or has a lot with her husband, and sometimes I don't. She "bends over backwards" to help others and treats them with respect. She seemed to say in a way that said I was shit she wasn't paying for something for me that wasn't supposedly ridiculous in what she said. I don't like the "tone" in what she e-mailed. It's like I'm stupid. My parents both died, and I'm moving to a group home. She also wasn't very friendly in my dad's final days, like I did something wrong. She's also been used via people monitoring me in private in ways that's ruined my life and my "relationship" I'm supposed supposed to have with an older lady.
The people involved monitoring me in private got mad at me for words that came to my head regarding what someone important thought about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.
They brought up a touchy topic.
A car assumed it was over and said she has a lot to look forward to in life without me / now.
Saturday, April 17, 2021
Friday, April 16, 2021
Thursday, April 15, 2021
The people involved monitoring me in private act like they don't know something, but they really do know they are being mean to me and don't care. I might finally leave Orlando, but it might have spread to the New Orleans area where I'm moving to a group home. They think they have to be mean to me like they would be they think if they didn't do it themselves.
Other people act stupid like this, too. I just hate people who do this, who act stupid like they have to disturb me all the time.