Monday, April 26, 2021

Someone is mad at anything I text and trying to control my life.

Someone keeps bothering me.  I get a projection of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with acting condescendingly, like because it was an odd process and transition that talking with this other person is something to get on my case about.

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in a bad way, saying bad things

I keep feeling like the people monitoring me in private may be talking how the page loads.

If I post something online or something, they make it worse.

A person keeps acting like I'm in trouble.

Someone who keeps bothering me said something suggestive that maybe now means it's forever.

Someone keeps acting suggestive to me, like she's disciplining me now to accept the "relationship" is over with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have.  She dropped a suggestive, lingering message.

Supposedly, it's all over and an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with lost it when she was stimulated by a man a little older, like, because they say I did something when I didn't do anything bad.

It is incorrect to say my experience with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with was problematic on the get go.  She fed off things in my past that seemed less than perfect, like hitting my wall when angry, and so I guess it led her to cancel it maybe or at least that's what the people monitoring me in private good off about and seemed to say for awhile.

Silly reasons come up, like I showed physical signs of being upset in a proximity of something to do with her, and I forget what else I was going to say.  Oh, yes, that it seems awkward I verbalized this.

This is all suppositional, but she could claim it's true or at least the people monitoring me in private speaking for her.

They just act non-responsive like ... I forget.

The cars outside keep acting like they are saying an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with wants inappropriate pleasure against me, like I'm some monster who did something.

They're behaving as though I did something and she was hypnotized with inappropriate pleasure.

I get subtle hints how the page loads that they claim it's like she's being cooky.

For some reason, I feel I got the message an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with backed out! like because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with her but I was in private.  They act like I'm terrible and they're the ones who have it under control, but they keep messing with me for that.

When I post here, they say things that ruin it for me.

Why are some cars in Orlando mean to me?  The people driving them.  I can hear them word out messages.

In some ways, they are just making it worse, for me.

Sunday, April 25, 2021

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Are people making money off of this?

What's that?

Your false hope that an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't "have" to interact with me at all?

People are under the false impression that I've done some horrible things and regularly so.

They make problems and handle things in stupid ways to me.

Sometimes, they change the subject for dramatic effect in inappropriate ways.

Saturday, April 24, 2021

They seem to be on a plan to end my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady for no good reason.  What a waste of time!

The people monitoring me in private are inappropriate.

My younger brother claims nasty news from an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with.

They're being mean to me for no reason.

They keep saying they're taking away things that are important to me, like my beliefs, personality, mind, etc.

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They're making things stand out or do new things so I won't forget.

They won't stop acting like someone else partially now is doing what an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with might do.

Look at them making a big deal of everything.

So, my life can get ruined for one little mishap or accidental thought.

They have an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with acting like she's in the action and is scared and gets encouraged and made to feel inappropriately, excessively stimulated.

They held back my life and try to act cute in the process.

Just because the people monitoring me in private want to be safe that I accidentally felt upset like maybe to an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with for 1 second, they made it worse.

They keep being mean and saying it's someone else.

The people monitoring me in private said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with isn't and this other person is coming up.

They're bemused.  They don't seem to care that they're too bemused, and it makes me feel upset.

Just because I accidentally appeared upset in  certain way to the people monitoring me in private, they wanted to be safe and ruined it for me.

They had had an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with be inappropriately and permanently affected by a man a little older, so it would ruin my relationship as a punishment by a lady a little older.

They showed something to represent a vein flickering after they mentioned someone to affect me in a way I did not like.  When they do things like this, I feel pressure from them that does not leave.

They also gloried in saying the older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with wasn't as connected to me in something permanently seeming.  They were goofing around like they didn't do anything bad, but it still popped up, for example.

They act weird like maybe I did something to permanently ruin an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  They said something, and someone may have had a real effect on her that may change things via a minute way.

Friday, April 23, 2021

This is a very lame place in their aftermath.

Why am I doing this?  I used to have a job.

They make fun of me when I post here if I've had too much.

Why are they ruining my life?

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Ah, yes, waste time and unnecessarily make it worse for me.

It's like a little kid asking you a bunch of stupid questions all the time.

It's like they think I want to talk to them about this shit in length and have them ... I forget ... oh, yes, apply pressure to me.

They are making an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with ... I forget.

The people monitoring me in private act schizophrenic.

They seem to be following my dad's crazy rules.  Like, always work really hard for a result, even when it doesn't make sense or you're tired.

These people like to follow me, cause trouble, and "go coocoo."

Thursday, April 22, 2021

What do you think about taking relationships from a nice person?  I keep feeling that after effect.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop bothering me and probably are getting "close" to me in a "trashy" way.

Something ticked off the people monitoring me in private and they made this same person bound to me, like she didn't get as close to me as she will "yet," replacing something with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, maybe, as that's all she wants to do.

I feel like an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with feels like "the baby" but I feel like people don't want me to feel like a kid anymore at age 34, after all I've suffered and waited.

I just caught up on some sleep and found out about this and now don't feel like cooking.

Someone wants to feel like they're always touching me and ruin it with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like I don't deserve her.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" is punishing me because I was upset she would not be herself to me and did something and has me hanging on to be the 2nd person she was.

They might be getting at me for something they disapprove of I felt.

Someone might have influenced this decision.

Cars outside are reaffirming an attached case to do with her daughter or another younger person.

They or people in general seem to be challenging a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with the older lady.

They seem like "trash" imagining someone to do with me as in trouble because they don't like what I did and they're getting nasty..

I guess...

Someone still stands by that she had to exploit an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with just so she can have control over it in the world.

She also thinks I'm bad or did something bad.

They keep incorporating other people, like they're telling me what to do.

They're just making things worse with their problems.

They can't get enough.

The people monitoring me in private keep monitoring my attitude and mood and lying and making things worse.

I started saying it was them and not broadly those involved, and they're like "well" something's different so they do something different, like this is a big deal.

The people monitoring me in private are nothing to listen to.

They acted like there was someone to do with me that was in trouble because I didn't listen to a crazy idea.

They make silly rules.

They keep claiming bad things about my future.

Wednesday, April 21, 2021

The people monitoring me in private made a big deal that they said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with acted like I wouldn't know the real her because she lost it, like she's being inappropriately stimulated for no good reason, to do with me.

The people monitoring me in private just won't stop creating more problems.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I come out in a tacky way feeling stupid acting submissive like I serve others.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like fools and blaming an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  Other people always blame her for the messages they get and alter, too.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with sees me as a bad person, though I was good, just to make others feel better.

They said I did something and an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with will not be her to do with me.

They keep messing with me going back and forth like my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady is okay or just hurting me about it because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with her.

It seems like an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is forced to hating me for no good reason.

People think my problems are my fault.  Everyone is too scared to be nice to me.  I'm gonna move, and this could change.

They're going a little psycho.

They seem to be hogging my feelings.

I showed physical anger in private in proximity to something to do with an older lady I like, and now our "relationship" is suffering.  People are honing in.

These people involved monitoring me in private "are up to no good."

If I show physical anger in private, they punish me.  It gets worse, but it was supposed to be more flexible.  They are also superstitious if I do something or think something they don't like, if anything is happening around it to punish.  I'm not really bad, they set me up to feel that way.

It's no use reasoning anything with them.  It's always something stupid that doesn't mean anything, sometimes.

Every time I hear a noise or something from the people monitoring me in private, it always hurts and startles me, and they sit there like nothing just happened.

They keep being picky to me if anything seems off, they start off and act like "it's the end of the world" for me.

I'm getting tired of whoever's interacting with me.

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

The people monitoring involved monitoring me in private keep making a big deal over private reactions and confusions I don't mean.

People involved monitoring me in private keep telling me no about a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  I can't say, "Say, yes."

I have seen Ellen DeGeneres on TV, and she seems fine.  Still, I keep getting messages that she wants to keep me from having a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  In particular, she doesn't want me to feel that stimulated, and the people involved monitoring me in private also messed with how I'm stimulated.

The cars outside keep saying the people involved monitoring me in private will ruin my life.

Sunday, April 18, 2021

The people involved monitoring me in private keep talking back at me, like they will ruin my life.

My aunt seems to have a grudge on me.  Sometimes, I think she made a lot of money or has a lot with her husband, and sometimes I don't.  She "bends over backwards" to help others and treats them with respect.  She seemed to say in a way that said I was shit she wasn't paying for something for me that wasn't supposedly ridiculous in what she said.  I don't like the "tone" in what she e-mailed.  It's like I'm stupid.  My parents both died, and I'm moving to a group home.  She also wasn't very friendly in my dad's final days, like I did something wrong.  She's also been used via people monitoring me in private in ways that's ruined my life and my "relationship" I'm supposed supposed to have with an older lady.

The people monitoring my life keep seeming like I wont have a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady I like and somehow think they have something on me, even for private reactions.

Why do people have permanent grudges on me and feel innocent?

So, everyone around me is fighting over an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, saying if she said I was supposed to have a relationship with her they have to act like it doesn't matter if she has it or not based on that and that maybe it was bad.

If people believe I have enough, they don't believe an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with had enough.

The people involved monitoring me in private got mad at me for words that came to my head regarding what someone important thought about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They brought up a touchy topic.

A car assumed it was over and said she has a lot to look forward to in life without me / now.

So, what about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with acting nice but others saying she sent them to ruin it?

Saturday, April 17, 2021

The cars think they're genius to think to ruin an older lady I'm supposed supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Cars outside said since something didn't go smoothly for me, the last thing I got was taken.

The people monitoring me in private think I can lose anything in this and think oh well maybe because it's not for them! and they're watching.  That wasn't supposed to happen.  It's false drama that yields no real fruit.

They are picky and judge me and ruin my life.

Friday, April 16, 2021

So, we don't have a handle on who's a real threat.

They keep ruining an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Why does the whole world listen to people involved monitoring me in private?