The people monitoring me in private act condescending and get away with it in a silly way.

They act like I answer to them all throughout the day.

It seems like they are just wasting my time now, in ways.

I was told I did something to lose something.

Why do the people monitoring me in private saying an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is canceling our "relationship" after she got more famous than me?

These people act so stupid to me it's what I can't stand!

The people monitoring me in private just want to feel cool saying something mean, to me.

An older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with keeps seeming to have to cancel our relationship or be really insulting, via messages from others.  It may just be the ^sad^ organization of the people monitoring me in private uttering whatever makes them feel good in bad ways.

They supposedly believe they can ruin an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with her.

It drains my energy every time I load the page because of how the people monitoring me in private time it to startle me with some message somehow.

I keep having to adjust myself even physically at the onset of these attentions.

So, wake up, they are testy to me, and then fart the rest of the day away with concerning me after that.

I feel bad probably because they didn't like that I showed physical anger in private in proximity to something to do with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with.  It's gone on for more than 2 months and once I felt better they just must have gradually made it worse.  This is bad for my self esteem.  This is trash how I'm treated.  They made silly rules just for me, like not physical release of anger, though if I had a punching bag that would be an excuse.  I have a sofa.

I don't feel like doing anything, like I am exposed, vulnerable, at risk, probably already tired, annoyed, like I want a bath sometime, like I have things to do that I can't do now.

I really don't feel too well.  I wonder why.  It might be all these negative messages to do with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  Maybe, her fundamentals are penetrated, but maybe that just has to do with less for me ... and other things.  In general, I just feel shocked and overwhelmed about nothing but tossing these negative implications, and it's work.  I said it wasn't okay to distract me, like Ellen DeGeneres did, supposedly, putting these noises in my room to distract me (ticks in the garage etc.) and the people monitoring me in private controlling how the page loads to send a negative message, which seems like almost all the time now.  I get messages that will supposedly be fixed, too.  I'm having problems, though, in this involvement.  I can't write it all down.

I don't play this stupid game.  They do.

Bottom line, this really isn't okay.  I feel I have problems.

So, the way the people monitoring me in private do things nothing matters.

They say if I feel distracted, they threaten what if they just ruined it for me with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with by putting her in my place.

They are constantly sitting there threatening to ruin her.

They give me messages, but they can't help themselves to keep sinking in in suggestive, hurtful ways.

The people monitoring me in private seem to worry like a minority race, and it does get in the way I mean, though I'm not saying I dislike it it be them.

Who is starting all these bad fights?

So, what do you think of these problems?!

Not everyone wants the same exact thing.  It's none of some people's business.

Supposedly Australia/NZ want to ruin an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  I'm not sure, but someone said something had to be true by someone.

But it's like I have no friends now.

But they really ruined my life and in worse ways later too.

They also make fun of me.

They say I accepted their nonstop insults.

They might be threatening me long term and about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like a surprise.

They won't stop trashing me trying to give me sex.

So, just because I showed physical anger in private in proximity of something to do with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with ... they are telling me I'm bad more and often.

They won't stop adding mean things even more all the time.

I don't know why, but they might be playing around like someone else boasts or takes seriously sexual command over me.

They keep threatening me...

They acted like I was uncomfortably bound to my aunt forever, but instead of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

How can I practice violin?

(continued)

It seems like it's to make her feel good about being controlled, to bring up that topic for her.

Why is it getting worse?

My aunt is cancelling my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

My aunt keeps acting like I can't have a "relationship" with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have.  I don't need to listen to other people.

They're playing around acting like Thursdays I have to get close to my aunt like a regiment.

They're playing around like I can't talk to an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with on Thursdays!

My "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady keeps getting attacked.

Some people in Orlando in cars keep ruining my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady using my dad's youngest sister to get in the way for now, could use other people later, not saying it was okay.

They cause too many problems to report.

A car outside claims an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with decided not to care about me.  See, the fame "got to her head," somehow.

They're saying some problem is lingering for real.

They keep making mischief with their hormones.

They did something, and it ruined an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They might want a day every week or something where they think an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with doesn't talk.

The people monitoring me in private are undesirable in ways now and want to admit things like everything is obviously wrong.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with did something unspeakable to me, like I did something wrong.  That makes me wanna lie down and go to bed and I have a day to do.

Everyone is going crazy, and I can get blamed for feeling upset.

I feel like they want less meaning in a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady I like.

Supposedly, some people are mean to me but think someone else is attractive and so okay, when they are less attractive in ways than me.

Just because yesterday who knows who said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with can't talk to me today, it became a nuisance.

I suspect sneaky secret messages from others getting involved.

Some of Orlando is trying to get the better of me saying people did things.

The people involved manipulating my life in private are suddenly personally putting down an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with under someone else.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I'm no good.

People in Orlando driving around act like I'm bad and trying to make sure I get treated badly.

They keep ruining my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

Sometimes, it seems they're just ruining my life.

I've come to realize I've been having an unusually bad time, like it's funny to them.  They don't give a shit about anything, it seems sometimes.  Important things seem to go by the wayside with them or feels like it.

They just think to do it means they're right because it's something different to me.  It's a substitute for the truth for lack of a better word.

Anyway, it seems like it won't stop and I still have problems.  It seems like people are just doing it.  It reaches me every day.

If I think what I want they say I did something wrong and lose my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

They keep acting mean and "stupid" and not letting me think or else.

They are trying to ruin me.

It's like it won't be what it was said before.

Am I being judged as the result of my abusive, suppressing environment?  Why do I keep losing things I don't actually demand like it seems?

They are only waiting each time for me to agree I'm shit.

I don't want to die in vain.

What do you think?  They keep acting silly talking to me and watching how I feel.

What upsets me is if I show physical anger and in private even that they go on lingering about it like it's wrong for a long time.  Things like that.  There are probably more in that way.

They think they've got me!  This is such a hell of a waste of my time!  They just tell me things I don't accept above it all.

They keep giving me fluctuating messages if true real problems.

They are giving me more problems but also acting like they didn't do it.

They just keep interjecting messages helplessly.  They can't stand on their feet and think for themselves, just are scared to be nice to me because everyone thinks I'm in trouble with my dad, how silly! when I didn't do anything wrong to deserve some of these things in a way, though I do make mistakes.  No one can stand on their feet and decide for themselves not to piss me off.  They think they have to do it.  It's like dealing with someone with a problem understanding things.  They also make up things just for the heck of it, as their daily dosage of punishment, now even if I feel a little upset when surrounded by problems.  What is this?  No one can stand on their feet and make an informed decision.  Everyone is just freaking out like someone will hurt them if they are nice to me because the world is gone and can't stop believing I am in trouble!  No one can stand on their feet and make sense.  Their power lingers, unusually.   I feel disconnected from the world and mocked possibilities for me.  Other people?  They just freak out about me and go on always fixing and maintaining their own lives, however.

I want this to end, I feel distracted.  There's a noice or way the page loads on the computer as a message so constantly.  It startles me and is bad news, like they're talking at me.

They just said I can't have a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

I'm feeling so frustrated waiting for a package to be picked up, no escape right now.  I keep getting these startling messages.  They act like I'm bad to think an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with matters to me, when people do that.

I just can't seem to settle down.

These problems are lingering like it's impressive.

They keep irritating me and get mad if I think of something like the word "stupid."  Then, they think it's the end of an ideal world.  This is stressing me.

It has just gotten so worse and everyone is scared of me.

They don't act like they think highly of me.

When will this be over?

They're acting like I'm to sit here and talk to them all day like this about these "stupid" things, instead of having a career or doing real work and having potential success..

I keep getting messages that have fluctuating meanings.

I got told that people how I don't wanna "can" affect me, though people like an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with can't do things they should.

We've been listening to "trash," people who are up to no good and just "stupid" with some things and involving this lady.

They keep acting like they got me like a kid but like I'm too old to feel young ... like I have to examine their every action from different sides in some weird way like it means one thing, maybe the same thing over and over at times or in some stretch.

They are attacking me in private and then say I'm the one fighting an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They keep making problems with a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  What if it's not good for me?

They keep acting like I'm bad and my life is going down the drain with their trying to get close to me instead of others too in ways.

People in cars outside say I'm not for a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

It's as though I did something and they said the rest of my life is a fight to her for getting close to someone else in a suggestive way, like I did something and it can't go away.

Someone said that the husband of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with hurt her, to force her to pay attention to my younger brother.

They are just attacking me like I'm nothing when I want to be nothing in that way.

People in cars outside are claiming an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with like I stole her and am not good enough for her but also in comparison to them/others.

I don't think the people monitoring me in private would speak like this to others, what a disgrace!

So, just to check things over, I said nothing wrong.

This person was implying things about me.

Someone is acting like I did something wrong and won't stop bothering me.

They are making big lasting problems.

Someone elects to imagine she's putting her hand on my private and that of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with, like I did something when I didn't!

I think it's stupid they act like they're not mean to me, mostly.

 They just keep going.

So, she was acting rude texting me, and she was upset though I was nice back.

Someone is acting like I did something wrong texting.

They are trying to cancel my ability to relate to God and give the "magic" to an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Someone keeps taking advantage of the fact it's like maybe I'm in trouble, how ridiculous!